Sunday, April 12, 2009

telling Me what to do

people use to pray for anything when they want it. example given: oh God please give me 4 flat in my next exam.

and then after they got their result, there are 2 things that will happen: 1. he/she gets 4 flat. 2. he/she doesnt get it.

in the case that this certain individual gets what he/she wants, he/she will feel happy and possibly grateful for a certain time.

the problem arise when this certain individual doesnt get it. he/she will certainly moan and groan and bitch about it and highly likely "talk" to God asking, "why didnt you give me what i prayed for. havent i prayed for it? havent i put the effort for it? i cant believe You did this....." and so on.

it seems that we have forgotten who is the Master. hahaha. it is hard not to laugh at it but who are we to tell God what to do?

if i created two different items for you in front of your eyes and i said, "hmm, this 1st thing is a waste. its useless. take the 2nd one. its a million times better", would you still want to take the lesser creation?

the same thing goes for us. quoting 87:16 from the holy quran from www.islamicstudies.info:

(87:16) No; but you prefer the present life

*16 Description: That is, "O man, alI your thoughts and endeavors are only for the world, its ease and comforts, its benefits and enjoyments. You regard whatever you gain here as the real gain and whatever you lose here as your real loss"

(87:17) whereas the Hereafter is better and more enduring

*17 Description: That is, the Hereafter/Akhirat is preferable to the world for two reasons: first, that its comforts and pleasures are far superior to aII the blessings of the world; second, that the world is transitory and the Hereafter/Akhirat everlasting.

hahaha. its funny isnt it? God Himself has said that this world is just a waste. but then, for something that is from this world (as in the 4 flat he/she prayed for), we dare to be at odds with God.

there is no word that could describe this. it is the pinnacle of stupidity and idiocy and foolishness.

ang guess what, God have also saved the best verse for us about this. quoting 2:18 from the holy quran from www.islamicstudies.info::

(2:18) They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind so they will not return (to the right way).

*18. They have become deaf to hear, dumb to utter and blind to perceive the truth.

They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind
They are deaf; they are dumb; they are blind

Sunday, March 22, 2009

are u with us or are u against us?



do you remember when we used to do this? boycotting the mother of all tyrants? do you still remember how we were back then? the passion and the will to save everyone? but now, what has happened? just because the war had stopped, it is ok to consume/finance what we agreed to boycott before? or we just dont care at all actually? it was all fake back then?

dont stop the boycott. our brothers/sisters needs your support and not for only 1 or 2 months. REMEMBER! it is not the war that we are stopping, it is the one that we are financing are to be stopped.

we heard a lot of skeptics saying this and that (we know who you are and you cant hide from us) but hey, lemme sum it up for you:

if eating/buying/financing Israeli-based or any other Israeli-financing products is LEGAL, than me and you, we ain't done nothing wrong.

BUT

if eating/buying/financing Israeli-based or any other Israeli-financing products is indeed ILLEGAL, than you, WE WILL SEE YOU FUCKING ROT/BURN/SUFFER IN HELL.

its you who made your choice. we've made mine and never looked back.





Monday, March 16, 2009

your God, my God, their God

"dear God" is probably the most said phrase in someone's life.
from trying to score in an exam to trying to score a girl, you can bet "dear God" to be ever present.
of course, until I get what I wanted, the "dear God" will be alhamdulillah and after a few hours, "so long God".

its very fucking funny how I like to call for God.

and its very fucking funny too how at the same time, I dont believe in God.

when I pray, "dear God, please help me do this do that whatever bla bla bla".
but after that I worry like fuck.
whats the point of praying if I worry?
at first I call for God and then I worry that God can't help us?
what's my stance with God?
"i believe in You but i dont think You can help me so much".
is that it?
i'm better off worrying than to call for God.

and then if what I prayed eventually happened, I'd say alhamdulillah or nothing at all.
but if what I prayed doesnt happen?
"FUUUUCCCCCCKKKKKK!!!!!"
hoho. fuck me too sir.

thats me. plain me.

the life of a student

haha. im sorry but you have been duped.
how many years have u spent ur life in schools?
17? 18? 20 years? thats without your masters.
how long will it take?
to become the best in the world?
whilst someone who cant afford to be in ur place spends almost all of his/her life in poverty?
haha.
you've been duped man.
you know there is something wrong with this world when a certain amount of number and an alphabet determines our future.
you've been duped.

Thursday, December 11, 2008

old stuff i found

*i found this draft while editing my old posts. it was made around 2 years ago. its incomplete but here it is*

"musuh dalam selimut" - "enemies in the blanket"
"duri dalam daging" - "thorns in our flesh"
"api dalam sekam" - "ember in a haystack"

there is a conspiracy upon us. there is a conspiracy upon us, the persecuted muslims. let me be frank, we are always the ones being bashed around for being barbaric. we are always the ones being toyed aroung for being medieval. we are GUARANTEED to always be the ones to be blamed for crimes we did not commit. and so we are here. living peacefully. are we?

we may be living peacefully, but our siblings are not. our siblings in russia, india, america, palestine. they are not so lucky like us.

and the most ironic thing is that we can sit here happily, only thinking about ourselves, thinking about our studies, our jobs, our family, our money. its funny isnt it? it is very funny and the most funniest part is that we dont even care about them.

we dont blame us. after all, we were programmed to be like this. to not care. to NEVER care. who cares if they died? we know we dont. and dont we forget to mention, we were also programmed to be like this. to obidiently obey the system that has been forged by someone who we dont even know and with our life, we put our trust in him. we thought we dont even care, but then why follow him?

there is a conspiracy upon us. yes, a conspiracy to paralyze us muslims. havent we forget? there are 1.8billion of us and still we are being pushed around? the jews are only 14.8million and they are killing everyone else. what kind of mathematics is that? thats FOOLS maths!

there is a conspiracy upon us my comrades. we have been deceived from birth. our forefathers have been deceived. all of us. we are FORCED to sit through school for 6 years and then through high school for another 6 years and then we are FORCED to undergo another 4 - 5 years of so called higher education program. and end up with a PIECE OF PAPER?. and do you know in the end we will also be forced to BEG for a job? what kind of maths is that?

and towards the end, we will be FORCED to slave for a piece of paper called money. everyday, everyweek, every month, every year, forever. we have stopped believing in the Almighty to be our sustainer but will faithfully believe that money is our God. money is our sustainer. money is our happiness.

we are being fooled upon comrades. as our brothers die in vain because of an evil that we dont even care to abolish, then one day the Almighty will ask us the same question:
"As your brothers die in vain, what did you do to repay the evildoers?.

and here comes the funniest part of this story, with our mouths shut, our hands and legs will cry:

"we were busy working for ourselves, we were busy goldmining for money, we were busy studying for ourselves, we were busy enjoying our holiday, we were busy my Lord.

and the Almighty will ask again:

"Didnt you even gave a seconds thought for they pain and suffering?

and our hands and legs will cry again:

"No my Lord. we didnt even cared. we didnt have anytime to care"

can u see now com...

*END*